今天上GENETIC LECTURE,
以前学的DNA REPLICATION,
现在变得更深了...
我还是觉得我对BIO有兴趣,
可是一想到EXPERIMENT我就想逃.
每一次的实验,
都做得很不开心.
也只是盲目的做,
没去想为什么...
班上的每个人都很积极,
我却总是提不起劲.
以前中学时期,
自己的成绩总是名列前茅的.
来到这里,是个不一样的世界.
我发觉到我好像只会死背东西,
根本不会活用...
其它人都觉得我很差,
我也不懂该怎么办.
我是真的不懂啊...
本来已经想通了,
不给自己压力,
随便混过这三年就可以了.
可是,在这里,
一张普通的LIFE SCIENCE文凭真的没什么价值的.
更何况,
我好像一直在拖累身边的人...
和其它人的关系不怎么好,
在他们眼里,
我是个什么都不会的人.
笨笨的,愁眉苦脸的.
我不想退学,
即使回到马来西亚,
也不会有太大的改变的.
我还是选择在这里.
问题是,天天这样混日子,
人生真的变得没意义了...
我知道我已经重复这些内容很多次了,
但这些就是每天在我脑海中浮现的问号.
我还是做不出决定...
朋友们,你们能指引我吗?
我的脑海一片空白...
1 条评论:
You can really try to open up. It's not easy to do this, but make a conscious effort to be more cheerful and modest at the same time. Don't always put up a sour face, what would YOU think of someone who looks like the world owes him a blood debt everyday?
Don't give in to the notions that others look down on you. Just be the best you can, and go for it.
Honestly I don't know what's a sure way to change your current situation.. But I do know that everything starts from you! You have all my support, and I'll help in watever way I can.
Ultimately just don't think about what you don't like, rather focus on what you like and channel your positive energy.
Go on zbang, you can do it! =D
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