Down...

Down... Down... Down... I just feel down, but i'm ok.
We can only see the result,
but we cant see the effort one has put in,
more or less...
I just hope that they will say,
" Not bad already, at least u try. "
But what i get is " I won't do it next time. "
I spent 2 days to do this map, for whom ?
Well, for fun...
Others will just forget about this map
after they press the Quit Game button.
All my effort gone...
I know they didn't mean it,
and i am not angry.
I just feel down, a bit only.

Blog. Sometimes u can't really write out what u think, agree ?
Because this is not a traditional Diary,
u can't lock it inside ur drawer.
Ur friends can read it, and they will reply u in real.
Huh... However, u just want to share what u think.
U want to let them know, but u hope that they won't reply u.
Because u just want to assume that they don't know...

I want to sing " Ai Hen Jian Dan ",
to nobody...
I sang just now, and i think that i sang well.
I like this song, not the chorus part " I Love U ... "
But the initial part,

忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你 有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己 已深深爱上你 真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我...

I started listen this song when i was in NS,
Thx for Ah Kam.
That night, two of us, listen this song
when we were watching the sky.
So beautiful... The star... The song... The memory...

Erm... I will be going to Landmark Mall tomorrow,
Will i go alone?