Misunderstanding

My Life is simple, but my thinking is confusing...
I don't know why my friends misunderstand me.
Perhaps i'm a selfish person in their mind?
Perhaps i'm a hypocrite?
Or i don't treat them as friends at all?
I wonder what they think of me, really...
I don't want to know also.
Suddenly i understand why Li Ling always feel grief,
just because of her so-called good friends...

I lead my own life,
but sometimes i have to report my action to others.
" Why u do that ? "
" Why u didn't tell me ? "
And i want to ask too,
" Why must i report to u ? Are u my mum ? "
If u were, i will. But u weren't, sorry.

Min Fey, we knew each other since i was in standard 5.
We tution together, and we competed in acedemic.
In form 6, we became closer.
Perhaps this is fate?
I don't know, i just feel very happy to be with him.
We strived hard for our STPM,
we had " a bit defferent but almost same " dreams.
We almost took part in all kind of activities together.
Without him, i wonder what my form 6 life will be...
Min Fey, if u read this. Don't " 暗爽 " ! Ha Ha !

I choose to write my blog in english,
because i want to force myself to practise english.
That's all. I want to write down all my words in english.
And i hope this will improve my english...

5th June already, and we gonna seperate with each other.
I do feel sad. I do...

I wonder why Mun Keat decided to cancel the trip,
am i the reason? I guess so.
More or less...

Shall i watch Gynee's performance on 18th July at KL ?
If i do that, what will happen ?
I 've promised Chun Leen already...